Rohan Sharma alone in love past story

I m feeling very alone……shayad mera naseeb he aisa hai sbke bich hote hue bhi mai hamesha akeli hote hun…. But its ok adat si ho gai haiii ab to…. unke bolne k baad main baat karna kam kar diya khali unse baat kiya karti the par wo b bhot buzzy rhte the to din me ek do bar he baat ho pati the wo bhi khali yahe bolte the hum ap batao nahe aap bolo ise bhi dil ko khushi milti the…….aur baaki time maine novel panda start kiya aur use he inspire hoke main ye apni kahani likhi haii…..……..

humare bich kabhi aisa nahe hua ek just fb ki wajah se unka trust chala gaya par galti mere he haiii….. Mje unse koi shikayat nahe ek hi sawal hai god se k agar wo mere naseeb me nahe the to hume ku milwaya ku love hua unse….. wo kismet me the hi nahe to ku aisa kiya god ne....kbi kbi lagta hai k wo shayad test le rahe hai mera par wo khali ek baar khde k wo mje milenge to ek kya 100 test de dun mai unke liye……… par wo kuch nahe khte……….bhagwan bolte ku nahe God ne sub khud karwaya aur ab khud chup baithe hai…….. shayad w bhi soch me pad gaye haiii……… Special note from me: mje yakeen hai k jo bhi koi ise padega use ye pagalpan lagega…….. Writed by Shona TERE MERE MERE TERE PREM KHANI HAI MUSHKIL………… DO LAFZO ME YE BAYAN NA HO PAYE hi friends my name is Rohan Sharma,am from Pune , i wanna share my true story first time like this with all new peoples,this story is of year 2011 nov-dev month,that time i was in 12th class,and like other young boys i also like to use internet hehe,i start to use a friends making site sorry yr i cant tell you the name of that site you know its parsonal sorry if you will ask then i can tell you,i made a use id on that site and in some days i made so many friends so fast,one day i was finding my frined who is a girl her name is Riya she told me that she is also using id on that same site so i wanted to send her friend req i was searching her name and i found a id but that id did not have any profile pic,i send her some messaged and i did offline from that site next day riya met me and i told her i sent you friend req so will you plz add me but riya told that she was using her id last night and she did not have any req,at eve i saw that girl whom i sent friend req in place of riya accepted my friend req and she replied hi who are u i messaged her that i was sening friend req to my friend riya and i thount this is her id she said its ok but i wanted to talk with her so i asked how are u where u from she said am from delhi and youi did offline from that site next day riya met me and i told her i sent you friend req so will you plz add me but riya told that she was using her id last night and she did not have any req,at eve i saw that girl whom i sent friend req in place of riya accepted my friend req and she replied hi who are u i messaged her that i was sening friend req to my friend riya and i thount this is her id she said its ok but i wanted to talk with her so i asked how are u where u from she said am from delhi and you i told her am from pune, and we were doing chat for more then 2 hours,next day we againg did chat for one hours,i did not have any love feeling for any girl but after meeting riya i think i was feeling something for her i was happy friends.we did chat for so many days and our bounding were getting strong so much,some time i did chat with riya from night to morning unstop, we were chating from 1 week but i was thinking how cam i propose her so soon should i give her some more time to know me better but i was so worried because i did not have her proper contect i only had her id where we used to talk daily,after some days i told her that i like you so much will you be my GF she said yes and i was so happy,she told me to send my pics and i sent her one pic of mine,after that she stop chating i asked her what happen to her is there any problem she told me she already have a boyfrnd his name is Somat and she can't be m GF, i got so much hurt she broke my heart on a cute day of my life,i said i love you to a girl first time in my life and she broke my heart by saying no after saying yes what was that no yr it was not love,i convenced her that i love her so much but she did not reply my words, i thought if this is love i will say no body should love because it is not by heart its by money only by money,